I am a walking contradiction from feeling ageless to wanting
to hide in bed forever as I am too tired to think, from being passionate to all things Japanese but loving my Italian heritage, from loving paranormal
romance but not wanting to write it, from being out there one minute and so shy
the next it is painful, and because I believe in the possibilities in this
world no matter what I see and feel and I see so much, feel so much that I am drained of energy and yet I can't seem to lose hope and belief in great things still to come. It appears I have no other choice but to express my thoughts before I burst into millions of pieces that can no be of use to anyone least of all to me. What choice do I have but to write it out?